yeah
we are still very best friends but it like just happened and i did not see it coming at all so ow
haley just has been feeling not-romantic about me which is ok.
so yeah. im ok right now i think im in shock though bc i dont think its hit me yet
im kind of mainly worried about work bc when im upset or overwhelmed i kind of give up on things. and skipping classes is one thing but skipping work, much less a temporary part time job that im trying to get after the holidays with a more fixed schedule is another thing..
i might try to get a job somewhere else anyway though since i heard a place was hiring for cashiers at over ten bucks an hour so thatd be nice